Getting the Point Yet Missing the Mark
Consciousness

Getting the Point Yet Missing the Mark

Getting the Point Yet Missing the Mark

Something seems to be missing. There seems to be a party happening elsewhere, wherever we're not. Somewhere else, someone else is happier; something better has to be going on. Just not here. It seems to be boring here, right here.

The mind is always on the move. In essence, it is motion. It is an ever-flowing progressive attempt to grasp the wind. To understand, acquire, and control. It is an endless process of setting and achieving goals. You might imagine the life span of a mind as a long and extensive to-do list. As soon as one goal is completed, the next one immediately appears. Grander and grander goals, further, more complicated, and impossible to reach, are competing for higher priority.

There is hardly a gap between the goal and the attainment. They are linked as night and day. Running after each other in desperation. It is almost impossible to tell them apart. Imagine a race where the point is to reach a specific line, the finish line. It is marked with flags and ribbons. As you begin running, you know exactly where that finish line is. Without that crucial piece of information, you are bound to lose.

In essence, you need the finish line in order to compete. Without clear guidelines of beginning and end, with start and finish, the sense of winning the competition cannot be fulfilled. You see, without having your predetermined goals of what it means to "win" the game of life, you can't ever succeed or feel a sense of accomplishment. How can you achieve or attain something that you already have? That you have been all along?

The mind, being a product of duality, knows nothing but winning or losing, on or off, in or out. I have, or I don't. Therefore, in the process of minding its own behavior, the mind has to be in a constant state of seeking. Of looking towards anything that isn't present at this moment. If you walk into a familiar room, which for years was covered by this intricate and beautiful Persian rug, if one day someone takes the rug away, what you'll say is, "Where's the rug?" what your mind notices is the absence of the rug, it won't notice the presence of the floor. We are trained to focus on that which is not and seek after that which is.

However, life seems to be operating in a completely different manner. Life occurs. It is not planned. It is organic, ever-evolving; it flows in a cyclical fashion. It is not linear and is not bound to time. Nature, life, and existence happen now. The rain never drops tomorrow, nor does the wind blow yesterday. The seasons follow one another, yet summer does not expect fall; it just makes way. Fall, in turn, simply awaits its turn.

When the two, the mind and nature meet, conflict ensues. A linear process attempting to describe, contain, and control a force of absolute casualness. Randomness so profound that it is an experience of pure harmony, following a divine plan. A master design which is perfectly imperfect. Flawless in its infinite flaws. Holding no promise for a better tomorrow or a false sense of accomplishment as the sun sets once again into the vastness of the ocean.

In its attempt to get to the point of all things, to reach its desired goal, the mind might get the point but absolutely miss the mark. You don't know yourself because you never can. The endless endeavor to reach toward where you are not is bound to fail. Since you can't fail at failing, you will only succeed when you let go of any effort to find what cannot be found. To reach that which cannot be reached. Not because it is far away or complex, but because you are already there. There's nowhere to go and nothing to reach.

"The Upanishads say: if you think you understand Brahman, you do not understand and have yet to be instructed further. If you know that you do not understand, then you truly understand. For the Brahman is unknown to those who know it and known to those who know it not." says mystical jazz poet Alan Watts.

Only losers win in this game. When you let go of your endless competitions and comparisons, let go of your feeble attempt at getting the point, there is a chance, a tiny chance, that you won't miss the mark.

 

Many years ago, a novice archer wanted to perfect his skill and was determined to find the best and most renowned master archer to apprentice with. For years, he has traveled from one town to the next, one village after another. Picking up bits of wisdom here and there, perfecting his aim, improving his draw. One day, as he approached a remote village within the high mountains, he found arrows fixed in perfect and absolute bullseye formation. But the targets were lodged in truly impossible locations. Between the branches of the tallest tree, behind a fallen log, under and in between large boulders of rock. 'I have never seen an equal to this skill,' thought the archer. 'The archer who can aim and hit these targets is the most skilled of all.'

With a more profound sense of resolve, he picked up his pace, marching into the village. 'Who is this incredible master?' he proclaimed, 'where can he be found?' As he approached a group of children and posed his questions, he was confronted by loud laughter. 'Incredible master?! Ha ha, he is the town's fool. Don't waste a moment and walk away.'
'They must be wrong.' he thought. 'The master is probably so humble that he takes the guise of a fool, tricking those around him in his humility.'
'Please show me the way; I want to meet this fool.'
And so it was. He was led to the outskirts of the village and, with further laughter, was directed to a small, unmarked and tiny hut.
The closer he approached the master's hut, the more impossible targets would appear all over. Arrow after arrow, bullseye after bullseye, never a miss, nothing but perfection.
As he reached the hut, his heart was trembling. His arms shaking, 'I have finally found my master. The grandest of all archers, am I ready? Will he take me under his wings?'
As he knocked on the door, a loud rumbling sound came from within the hut. 'Who dares disturb my slumber?' the master opened the door in haste.
'I am so sorry; I am your humble disciple and here to serve you and learn.'

'Serve me?' said the master.
'And why would you want that?' he proclaimed and laughed loudly.
'Teach me, oh master; teach me the secrets to your skill. Teach me how to hit the mark."
'And how in the world do I do that?' the master asked, somewhat in amazement with this peculiar visit.
"Well... it might take years. At first, you will give me many tasks and tests. You would ask me to cut wood and carry water. Clean your abode and serve for your comfort."
'Are you sure? How would that be a teaching for you to hit the mark?' he asked again.
"Well... after years of mindful practice, you'd pick up your bow and share your secrets. Then, only then, my mind would be ready to receive your transmission." Said our archer with great confidence.

Perplexed and confused, the master agreed.

The years have passed, and the master was served. The house was cleaned, the wood cut, and the water carried. The day has come.

'Do you think you are ready?' Asked the master.

"I am!" replied the archer.
"Please share your secrets with me! How do you achieve these perfect marks? How do you aim to perfection, and how do you hit these impossible targets."

'It is simple, my friend.' 'First, you draw your bow and release your arrow. Wherever it lands, there, right there - you draw the target.'

Category: Consciousness
Kai Karrel is a spiritual teacher, a practicing medium, and the Founder of the Celestial Heart Church. He advocates for the sacramental usage of entheogenic plant medicine in support of spiritual development and the evolution of consciousness. He is also the author of Prayerful Heart, a channeled book of invocations and prayers planned to be published later this year. Kai lives with his beloved wife, Jade, in Tulare, California.