Be if I want to. It seems that something like 39 years ago a miracle has happened. A truly unexplained phenomenon. I came out and greeted the world. At the time, as far as I can remember, everything seemed like a marvelous show of light, sound, touch and color. I would be lifted and swung around. Bizarre creatures were looking at me making even weirder sounds. My body was making weird noises and strange things were often coming out from different sides. What I do recall very vividly is a sense of awe. Of absolute wonder towards everything transpiring around...

[et_pb_section fb_built="1" _builder_version="3.13.1" custom_padding="0|0px|0|0px|false|false"][et_pb_row custom_padding="27px|0px|0|0px|false|false" _builder_version="3.13.1"][et_pb_column type="4_4" _builder_version="3.0.47" parallax="off" parallax_method="on"][et_pb_post_title featured_placement="above" _builder_version="3.13.1" title_font="Lato|700|||||||" title_text_align="left" title_text_color="#171717" title_font_size="30px" meta_font="Lato||||||||"][/et_pb_post_title][/et_pb_column][/et_pb_row][et_pb_row custom_padding="27px|0px|80px|0px|false|false" custom_margin="50px|||" _builder_version="3.13.1"][et_pb_column type="3_4" _builder_version="3.0.47" parallax="off" parallax_method="on"][et_pb_text _builder_version="3.13.1"]ar·ro·gance An insulting way of thinking or behaving that comes from believing that you are better, smarter, or more important than other people. An attitude of superiority manifested in an overbearing manner or in presumptuous claims or assumptions. I often hear others remark that I am very arrogant. That I am full of my self. I’ve written before about being full of self, but wanted to really pay attention and write about arrogance. They are different...

[et_pb_section fb_built="1" _builder_version="3.13.1" custom_padding="0|0px|0|0px|false|false"][et_pb_row custom_padding="27px|0px|0|0px|false|false" _builder_version="3.13.1"][et_pb_column type="4_4" _builder_version="3.0.47" parallax="off" parallax_method="on"][et_pb_post_title featured_placement="above" _builder_version="3.13.1" title_font="Lato|700|||||||" title_text_align="left" title_text_color="#171717" title_font_size="30px" meta_font="Lato||||||||"][/et_pb_post_title][/et_pb_column][/et_pb_row][et_pb_row custom_padding="27px|0px|80px|0px|false|false" custom_margin="50px|||" _builder_version="3.13.1"][et_pb_column type="3_4" _builder_version="3.0.47" parallax="off" parallax_method="on"][et_pb_text _builder_version="3.13.1"]For the past month or so, I've experimented with expressing in many different ways how amazing I am. Dropping any social expectation of humility or self denial/control. I wanted to see what will that invoke in others. Wanted to explore the places in me that might seek approval, attention or recognition. Places in me that are fearful or holding on to some kind of self image or a way I wish to be seen or perceived....

[et_pb_section fb_built="1" _builder_version="3.13.1" custom_padding="0|0px|0|0px|false|false"][et_pb_row custom_padding="27px|0px|0|0px|false|false" _builder_version="3.13.1"][et_pb_column type="4_4" _builder_version="3.0.47" parallax="off" parallax_method="on"][et_pb_post_title featured_placement="above" _builder_version="3.13.1" title_font="Lato|700|||||||" title_text_align="left" title_text_color="#171717" title_font_size="30px" meta_font="Lato||||||||"][/et_pb_post_title][/et_pb_column][/et_pb_row][et_pb_row custom_padding="27px|0px|80px|0px|false|false" custom_margin="50px|||" _builder_version="3.13.1"][et_pb_column type="3_4" _builder_version="3.0.47" parallax="off" parallax_method="on"][et_pb_text _builder_version="3.13.1"]So many times I hear people say I'm full of myself. And to be fully honest, it's true. I am, I am full of self. Sometimes self acceptance. Sometimes self doubt. I have deep moments of self realization, and profound experiences of self love. In moments of winter, there is self hatred, In moments of despair, self denial. When I'm enthusiastic lots of self esteem, When I'm scared -- self defense. I had moments of self...