Self Archives - Kai Karrel

Aug 21 2017

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Total Eclipse of the Heart

By Kai Karrel | Articles, Mysticism, Self, Teachings | No Comments

Soft implies hard, deep implies shallow and yes, darkness implies light. Challenge, when observed with proper care is nothing but a form of friction. Friction forms heat. Heat means life. We try to avoid pain, we try to walk away from challenge, and yet, it seems, no matter how much...

Jun 18 2017

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The Weapons of the Devil

By Kai Karrel | Articles, Freedom, Gratitude, Healing, Self, Teachings | No Comments

It is said that in the beginning of time when chaos ruled the land, as vultures roamed the sky a lightening struck the hidden valley of death and formed the trident of eternal misery. Each tongue forged by forces of despair. The first – shame. Colored in neon green and...

Apr 27 2017

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Prayer for Releasing Fear

By Kai Karrel | Articles, Faith, Healing, Prayer, Self, Teachings | No Comments

Dear God, hold me in your prayers. Remind me when I forget, and help me forget when all I do is remember. I see how these fears have been running my life and affecting my choices. I wish to be free so I can express more of your beauty. When...

Apr 24 2017

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Prayer for Releasing Anger

By Kai Karrel | Articles, Faith, Healing, Prayer, Self, Teachings | No Comments

Dear God, hold my heart and help me breathe. Give me the courage to face this fear and release this anger. Soothe my pain and nourish my soul. Help me see that my heart is greater than my limited perception of who I am and what I can be. Remind...

Apr 24 2017

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Sickness Hapéns

By Kai Karrel | Articles, Ayahuasca, Healing, Medicine, Self, Shamanism, Teachings | 5 Comments

Dedicated to my dearest friend and teacher, Lemice Zarka Photo Credit to Amir Leron and AmazonCalling.org Somewhat reluctant, I make my way and sit in front of her. She is serene, centered, peaceful and quiet. She hears me approach and opens her eyes, nodding in approval. A slight fear creeps...

Apr 01 2017

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All Rise for the Honorable Judge

By Kai Karrel | Articles, Freedom, Healing, Self, Teachings | No Comments

We treat judges with respect, we pride ourselves with being good judges of character. Judging and judgment it seems, is held as a virtue, as a valuable profession to be embraced. However, living in judgment is actually carrying quite a severe sentence. We know not to judge a book by...

Mar 08 2017

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My Singularity Event

By Kai Karrel | Articles, Freedom, Healing, Relationships, Self, Sexuality, Tantra, Teachings | 5 Comments

A few months ago, so it seems, my astrology has shifted. The stars have chosen to align differently, and I’ve gone through a relation-shift. My cosmos has shrunk and I found myself in the midst of a singularity event. In other words, I became single. I’m single, that is my...

Aug 19 2016

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Angel Heart

By Kai Karrel | Articles, Gratitude, Self, Teachings | One Comment

Dedicated to my friend and teacher Carioca Freitas in celebration of his 61st Birthday! Thank you for teaching by example and being a source of inspiration to so many. Viva PoimPoim! Walking the path of spirit, choosing to embrace our darkness and light as we transform and heal, is a...

Jul 01 2016

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Change Happens

By Kai Karrel | Articles, Gratitude, Healing, Self, Teachings | 4 Comments

"Kai, I have a question. I've been attending and working with personal growth workshops for over twenty years. I've shifted my perspective on some things, healed emotional charge on other things, come to acceptance of people and their way of being... (Am still integrating acceptance of self-truth be told), and...

Apr 15 2016

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I Witness in Silence

By Kai Karrel | Articles, Poetry, Prayer, Self | One Comment

I call upon and invoke the presence of my innocence. Invoking my inner heart and my inner thoughts. Thoughts with no purpose, feelings with no direction. I see and experience myself as a wholesome part of an evolving ocean of consciousness. Winds of change blow and caress my surface, while…

Total Eclipse of the Heart

The Weapons of the Devil

Prayer for Releasing Fear

Prayer for Releasing Anger

Sickness Hapéns

All Rise for the Honorable Judge

My Singularity Event

Angel Heart

Change Happens

I Witness in Silence

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